As I said on one of my previous deviations, I want to stop doing fanart. But no matter what I do, I always feel myself gravitating back towards the snare of drawing other people's ideas and designs.
What doesn't help is the total lack of constructive criticism I get from people around me. They always say how good I am or how awesome my drawings look, but I'm never satisfied.
I need someone to just tear through my shit. Breakdown just how much I suck, so I can begin working from there. Maybe asking for that on deviantART isn't the most logical thing, considering how everyone usually only comments on stuff they like, rather than on stuff